Sunday, March 23, 2008
8:14 AM♥
If i can smile again
Every minute i feel the intense from stress... Work here is like nv ending here thou' i very much enjoy learning what i dont use to learn. And some nights, i got hit by isomnia just because i'm fearful that i miss the deadline given. For the past two weeks, I hadnt been very happy. And I You see how engrossed i was with my work that i spared no time to visit my cousin who was fatally ill, lying in the hospital, counting down to face death. The night before Good friday, i knocked off exceptionally early and tt was 6.30pm. Instead of heading straight to hospital to do visiting, I went ahead with my appointment tt was arranged the week before. I didnt want to disappoint a friend who hasnt been seeing me for quite sometime, so I thought since the next day is a holiday, I shall go visit him then. I ought to be slapped for not learning my lesson. Grandma passed away a couple of years back and I dint make it on time to bid goodbye. The same thing this time, I took it for granted that the patient will live another day. The Good Friday came and I decided to go to the office for the first half of the day and then pay him a visit after that. A few minutes before I boarded the train, daddy called and said the beloved had left us. As far as I recall, I was too stunned by the news to cry. Only after I boarded the train, standing in the corner, I did reflection on the grandma's death, tears started flooding and soon uncontrollably gushing out like waterfall. All I could do was to self loathe... I wasnt regretful enough two years back.
If I can forget the blame on me
I can smile again...
Saturday, March 8, 2008
12:18 AM♥
you are away again....
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
5:09 AM♥
Back from city of warm hearts
