Thursday, January 31, 2008
10:36 PM♥
i headed back to ms to see the dress. the colls agree with me that the dress is nice. $103. I'm re considering it again.
or maybe not now.
i'm gg to BKK to shop crazy next mth yay!!!
7:24 AM♥
loved.
delighted to see him for dinner this evening cos' i was terribly down due to work. Encountered some hiccups for the month end closing.
The first time in this month i feel so gluttony.. i just feel like gobbling down everything to let the stress outta me. kway chap that has assorted 'bah' -my hot time favourite and the yummy soupy huge kway teow is definitely one of heavenly local dishes that I crave most of the time. bee's claypot rice looks appetising too... and i shall give it a try the next time i visit the foodcourt. Then after dinner came one of the best part that lifted up my spirits a lil', we had a short window shopping spree on the way to the mrt station. i see pretty and pricey dresses in miss self fridge and i cant bear to part with 100 bucks for a dress. topshop and zara hasnt got any eye-catchies lately. Mango turned bad to worse...
I have another date with the boyfriend tomorrow.
i so wanna catch 27 dresses show.
Saturday-movieeeee-plllleeaaaseee
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
6:40 PM♥
the coll says my dress is pretty.
yess.. cheap and pretty.
$16.
Monday, January 28, 2008
7:53 PM♥
pms-y...
it's like the sky is falling down on me
i need a break!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, January 27, 2008
5:41 AM♥
a lil' too full
had an early saturday cos' need to get my hair dyed in the morning and expecting to meet the King for lunch. I dint have much time to choose the colour cos' i was late for the appointment and it was so nice to hold the hair dresser up. I thought brown would be common and nice so i picked that shade with a few streaks of highlights. Afterall, office dont recognise fashion lovers as humans, they see purple or pink or blue haired people as aliens. the process was speedy cos' i told the hairdresser i have an appointment to go to and asked her to speed up a bit. Thank god, she is very corporative in fact and wasnt any annoyed by my request.
I was totally upset when the King wasnt ready to leave his house when my hair colour session ended for almost half an hour. He was still in bed and hoping that I could go back home first and meet up later. Apparently he made the card in wee hours and slept at 5am that morning. I should have blamed myself for not being understanding, but I was so fuming mad and I couldnt find any reasons to make myself less upset. Firstly, the sat's plan was screwed up, we are supposed to go lunch then go shopping for my watch which was meant to be my birthday gift he said. Secondly, he should have let me know at least i dont wake up so early in the morning, happily get dressed like some fashion-freak to AMK, which was just so near my place... and I could arrange the appointment later and have more sleep in the morning and need not go out of the house, come back and go out and come back again. Becos' of this impromptu arrangement, I had dragged myself out from bed, dressed up and headed down to amk, then go back home in the silly outfit, get changed and go nap. Then wake up again, get changed, make up and go out again. so there's all for a day. I just find everything so dis-organised and the anger was choking me hard even when i reached home from AMK. and i told myself... i would never be so stupid again to make an extra mile to dress up or to make an early appointment for him just in case he "puts aeroplane", and i wouldnt be that disappointed and soo blardy down.
He did apologise for tt, and there's nutthing much i cud do. I dint want to force him into anything that he dint want to. but the uber sweet boyfriend made me a card so special that I have nv expected. he knew me so much... pokka dots and enormously fun and interesting pictures, just like one of them, he had me in the picture with theodore and his mates. I was soo deeply impressed. an art genius. the King also made a compensation by forgoing his robinsons voucher to get me my moisturiser that costs a bomb. and i am truly guilty for a few minutes, but not later, cos' i dint forget the morning. call me petty.
The dinner was pre-booked. We had made a reservation at Kuishin-bo a week ago. They have got a wide range of jap. food to choose from and most importantly, the sashimi and every other thing is freshly prepared, unlike what we used to have at Sakura. We really did enjoy the dinner and the phototaking moments we shared. And, I simply love the long stroll down from suntec to cathay... can we have another of tt again? pleaasee?
Friday, January 25, 2008
7:35 AM♥
who can be as poor as me on the pay day.
I dint realise that i hadnt pay my bill last month and this month the bill totalled up to 250 bucks.
Another crisis that hit me real hard is that i have to give 500 bucks to mum and another 300 to daddy cos' chinese new year is just ard the corner...
i hope i can get back the outstanding amt my ex-co has yet to pay up by this coming mon, so i can get some nice clothes for upcoming occasion.
the bee is lucky today cos' he won the robinson's voucher for the lucky draw at his co's d&d. i'm lucky too cos' the manager treats us to Merchant Court hotel for lunch buffet and tt was really sweet of her. the sashimi is uber fresh and i love the salmon to bits. the chocolate fondue made a good dessert too, and i almost forgot tt i'm down with throat inflammation and cudnt take choco. Almond nv fails to perk me up a bit, esp. the scent of it keeps me awake. but the colleagues says it smells like cockroaches. i'm wondering how these ppl get to recognise the smell of these creepy insects? and seriously, i can't believe that humans have such strong sense of smell. Anyhow, they have pretty good variety of dishes and luring desserts to end ur lunch. my new co.'s d&d is held in march and i'm expecting something better than what the previous co. can give. just like we are comparing ang pow $, the ex-co. gives a pathetic $2, but i heard here they are giving 28 bucks. You see the value now?-- i thought that to myself and i should be satisfied.
Bee wants me to pick a watch and i am gg to get the most EXPENSIVE one!
Yay!~
Thursday, January 24, 2008
1:44 AM♥
Been walking to suntec from cityhall station every morning and i get to window shop along the way. somehow towards the end of citylink, i always have my head turned right to check out what hula and co carries for this season. And often i see the same kind of dresses on the mannequines everyday nothing really impressed me. A few days ago, i decided to divert my attention to the row of shops on the left side of the mall, and that's where MPH, Giordano, U2 are... Guess what? I caught a glimpse of this novel that reads "A walk to remember" sitting on one of the shelves~~~. I got back in the evening to check on the book and wanted to purchase it.. but the condition is way too bad... i don't know how i should describe it.. but looking at the cover, it seemed to be a lil' tattered and i wonder why the assistants didnt give a good discount for it since it is also the last piece on sale. I know these are for reading leisure, but i would of course prefer a better condition for tt price paid. Ultimately, i dint get it.
Bee suggested that i go to the rental machine to the dvd movie starred by mandy moore. an absoulute good idea! it's not pricey to rent nowadays... $3.50 is definitely a good worth, plus if i've got a plasma tv to come in place, it will be a complete blast.
Anyhow, daddy is gg to get a plasma tv for HOME. for me. FOR home? well, i requested for it and he agrees to it.
My birthday pressie from dad. awaiting..
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
4:39 AM♥
we dont see each other as frequent anymore.
u have to attend your courses and i have mine on friday nights.
nonetheless, i'm not any less comfortable.
but i miss you more than before.
love u bee...
Monday, January 21, 2008
6:58 AM♥
This monday aint like any other cos' the evening i met up with the ex colls. I have been missing sher so much... it's like we have not seen each other for ages. i really feel v terrible without them ard in the office for the first two weeks in the new environment. aww... i gonna miss them to bits again...
Apart from the dinner today, i rewarded myself with the tikums from suntec. they have got very nice and unique toys that girls cant resist. Anyway my last attempt failed. Two one dollar coins were stucked in the machine and i had called the service officer to inform them abt it. They will write me a cheque withing 3 weeks' time for the return. Anyhow, I have last two to fill up the whole collection and I will try my luck tomorrow again. ='0
Saturday, January 19, 2008
7:13 AM♥
I got my birthday pressie early.
The black birkies fits me good. And my nail colour is black's perfect match.
I simply cant wait to wear them down the streets of singapore.
See, I am nv contented.
I will get the silver one if i can't get over it.
Thanks dar, for giving another pair. England is doing fine now and i dont allow anything to tarnish the new ones.
Cloverfield is a-waste-of-money. Darjeeling aint any better.
27 dresses gonna be my birthday treat. so it's gg to be something good.
And... Kushinbo after movie. Looking forward to the coming sat.
Monday, January 14, 2008
6:06 AM♥
he makes me mad.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, January 13, 2008
5:25 AM♥
the boyfriend is heading town tonight without me.
the aunt is in town and he has to ask her help pass the bottles of GNC pills to his dad.
weekends are too damn short for me to haf a good rest. the new jap characters in my worksheets is churning up every part in me. i thought i had better go revise before i got a red mark for the test this coming friday. i failed my task for the day darn badly.. conclusion... nv put me at home to mug. cos' i can nv discipline myself to do the necessary revisions at HOME. I'm gg to get back home straight after work tomorrow and be a student for at least an hour. that's my target.
the weekends dint go down the drain without me mugging thou'. i tidy up my wardrobe and help the family do ironing. you know what, it's always some painful incidents that hit me hard and remember a lesson learnt. just like tidying up the wardrobe, it took me practically 3 hours to have my jeans and blouses hang in place. if i were to buy new apparel, my wardrobe gonna burst and it will not only take the blardy 3 hours.. but at least 5 hours for more pieces. Next, i need to remind myself not to change my clothes more than two times a day... mum washed all our clothes with her bare hands, very capable of her.. and i can't imagine me doing what she has always been doing for all these years. Come to the ironing part, i iron these clothes like mad.. it took me crazy hours standing to do the back and forth action and i believe my right arm gonna ache tomorrow. sigh.. tomorrow. yeah, another week of work.
Monday blues.
Saturday, January 12, 2008
5:56 AM♥
lipstick and its ownership
i was very much disturbed by my cracking lips and i often feel the itch of biting them to have the exfoliating skins peeled off rather than having bits of them forming the outline of the lips.
i nv like applying lipbalms cos they taste so candy sweet and yummy tt often tempts my tongue to run over the lip surfaces. i had my first lipstick many many years back when i was sec.1 i suppose... mum bought me a pink shimmerish lipstick from estee lauder and i failed to use it. dumped it two years later and mum nv buys me any lip related cosmetics ever since. to be frank, i was a vainpot since young. I had a set of shiseido foundation- liquid and pressed powder, blushes and eyeshadows and other lil' lil' toys you nv imagine a 12 year old would own. i got the sponsorship from mum and i started exploring this make-up stuff when i was in primary school and straight when i go up to secondary one, i knew the world of cosmetics. from the brand names to all cosmetic items available on the market.- just like the make-up guru. that's why i cant live without it.
never in those days i had lip grooming equipments in my cosmetic pouch. but i am gg to be different from today. I had a lip balm, a lipstick and a gloss. i bought the balm a year ago and hadnt open it yet. shu uemura has a wide range of pretty lipstick shades and i bought one tt is really close to my lip colour and a gloss for the healthy shine. I was contented with the new "medication" for my lips but the boyfriend says i look like xu chun mei. wasnt v happy to hear that from him and he is nv supportive of me apply cosmetics.
hey boyfriend, only ugly ppl resort to using make-up, if your girlfriend is pretty she wouldnt have explored and discovered the true magic of cosmetics.
I am nv myself without make-up.
Thursday, January 10, 2008
5:49 AM♥
i'm NOT feeling good.
everything isnt gg smoothly and well.
A new year with a uber bad start.
Many arrange early appointments with me so i wont have any excuses to miss out the coffee-gossip weekends.
of all a sudden i feel so empty deep within. like walking aimlessly and endlessly down a street so dark and cold.
i m alone.
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
6:32 AM♥
I'm calmer than before. Things has become better since the latter offered to pay the debt. Meanwhile, we have to work very closely with the officer hoping that the officer can catch them soon.
Feel badly bloated for a week becos' of the aunt visit. The slight cramp is driving me mad and i hardly have the appetite to eat. But I am starting to love breakfast now than before. Breaktalk becomes my morning convenient store for the past one week and i decide to have something else. Coffee and toast, a pretty good change. Freshly toasted kaya soft buns with light sweet honey butter. yummy.
I cant finish lunch most of the time probably because of the fulfilling breakfast.
I din't learn to like the new co. I thought I will.
I am missing my ex coll...
I miss our coffeebreaks.
Monday, January 7, 2008
6:54 AM♥
A new friend found at work place.
Very cheery and pretty.
Slim and long straight hair, big round eyes and sharp features that fit nicely with her fair complexion.
she is from JB.
25 this year, a year old than me.
Sunday, January 6, 2008
6:55 AM♥
The loanshark got evil and he resorted to splashing paint onto my neighbour's door this late afternoon. I was stunned and cudnt believe my eyes. Whass before me was a door coated with splashing black paint and my unit number scribbled on the walls.
He decided to put an end to it by paying up.
But who bears the consequences if there's another time?
Saturday, January 5, 2008
7:23 AM♥
LOANSHARK
Perhaps i seldom talk about the loanshark issue which will probably haunt me the rest of my life. I was a stupid cow once to have let such a thing to happen. Someone once close to me to borrow money using my particulars. Mind u, the identity card wasnt misplaced or given to anyone. Somehow my particulars was being disclosed to the illegal creditors and unknowingly i became the scapegoat. for consecutively three years, loansharks from different backgrounds claimed i was the guarantor of that someone once close to me. let's call him B to make things simplier here. B confessed he took my particulars and borrowed a sum of money and that was 1000 dollars. That happened years ago, 2002... i was barely 18 years old. I didnt know what caused the loansharks to have allowed a teenager to borrow a big sum and expecting her to return in 200 bucks per week basis for five weeks. Something is really wrong in these half-coldblooded sharks-a quarter-donkey- and-another quarter- pigs doing money lending in the dark. Yesterday night, these sharks preyed on my flat again. Previously was drawings on the walls but now, they came out with more tactful way-- splashing of red paint on the door and walls. Then again, we reported the case to the police and after that to make clarifications, I called the loanshark to ask what they want and fnd out more about the situation. Apparently the money lending occured in 2005, and before 2005, B has already moved out if his old place and move to the new place for more an a year. The address on his identity card has already been changed... by right, the loanshark should hold his new add and telephone particulars if he were to go borrow money in Oct 2005. However, what the loanshark had in his records was the addy of the old place of B. From there, we sorta come out with a conclusion that this case should be a con case.
The loanshark called again and warned if i refuse to pay up... he can get nasty... Well, I did not borrow any money from him, there;s no mother fucking reason I should pay him up. I m in a dilemma now.... seriously, the calls from him and thinking of the worst things that can happen to my house or unintentionally affecting the neighbours can be sooo daunting. It's a serious mental torture, i feel my brains tearing up and my heart beats enormously fast whenever i stayed in the living room. No one has any idea whass the next step these ass-holes gonna create.
How and What am i supposed to do to put an end to all this nonsense?
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
6:03 AM♥
another shithole?
today marks the very first day in the new company. things was pretty fresh and good at first while waiting at the reception for my manager. the other lady brought me to my desk and then asked me wait at my seat cos' my manager was having a meeting. From where i was seated, i heard unpleasant words coming out from a guy's mouth. apparently he was scolding or well, i call that insulting another person. Things weren't as nice as i thought it would be and i shrugged with unease. I think that caught another coll's attention and she came over and say hi to me. pretty sweet, cos' she is just a year older than me. and she shares the same name as my mum. Soon i saw my manager appear from where the nasty lecturings came from. Behind her coming out of that room was a dark lean man who looks very much like sandy lam's husband. crap. that must be the big boss and the one who got "insulted" was my manager. Aww... how can a man be so harsh on a soft lady. MAN! from tt, i know this gonna be tough.
lunch was great cos' my coll. brought me out for lunch and i knew my "new friends" are very easy-going kind. we dint talk much but just chatted a lil', finding out more about one another. Culture here was very much the same as compared the to last co. i was in, just that we have our own personal cubicles to work now and er... i used to have two screens, but now i was only given one. well, we had a three hour meeting today cos' since they have found the last piece of the puzzle, the boss decided to announce a new solution to complete job in a simple and efficient way. Three hours and i knew nuts. almost fell asleep. the manager was very nice, she came over to check if i had any doubts after the meeting. After some clarifications on certain issues, she said she had to let me know that she has tendered her resignation. damn. I was like "WHAT? you said u joined only two weeks when u interviewed me and u said we can both learn together?!!" oohh holy shit.... what am i in to?
i was saddened for the fact that she is leaving when i come in.
awww... i'm now skeptical about this career path i choose to take.
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
6:13 AM♥
2007 has just whizzed past. and here comes 2008.
This year gonna fetch lotsa good things and i certainly hope my new job will be a good start of my career life since the last was an utter let-down.
a new year for new hopes:-
everyone can take life easier and relax more than the past.
everyone ard me can live a healthier life and grow to be happier.
i can learn to be more selfless and open to another's opinions.
i want to grow to be more mature and handle more complex issues.
spare a thought for my close ones.
start saving and stop splurging- although i have failed umpteen times.
and....
I will be 24 soon.
The first day of 2008 ia a blast! For the first time i stepped into the theatre at Vivo for Alvin and the Chipmunks. i love Theodore to bitz... esp. when he made his request"i had a nightmare, can i sleep with you?" I am soo happy that i actually had a photo with its mascot at the Grand Cathay.
Pure bliss. I want a Theodore doll for my birthday!
