Friday, November 30, 2007
8:09 AM♥
a new hairstyle for a better new start for me. thou' i'm still with the same co.
shall look forward to more interviews and get a new good one to settle down. agents make a good medium for u to get recommended, however many of them will give u a damn hard time by pushing you into something that you havent made up your mind and think if u can stay put on the job for the next one yr of ur life. just like this one i have came across. i was asked to go for the interview... i passed the first round, and waiting for the second round. just so happen that the day that they picked is one of my busiest day and i have to postpone the meet-up session. then this smart agent resort to generating pretty "convincing" lies like the hiring manager will no longer be around next week, big shots usually fly around... (dont wanna go into details) and try to make u actually not miss what-ever-you-call-it-as-opportunity. nonetheless, i insist i shall meet the hiring manager up the following week. and she arranged an appointment for me on Tuesday. a coincidence that I caught cold and took MC. so I smsed her to let her know i couldnt make it and ask if she could re-arrange. imagine, she can come up with this question "Then can u meet him in the afternoon instead." Apparently the first arrangement was in the morning and i text her at 6am. by 8am, she called back if i could make it in the day. even idiots will know how desperate she is. lucky enough the hiring manager put it till the next day. and i went for it. She seems pretty soft spoken and nice. i was kinda taken aback when she revealed that she had just taken up the role two weeks ago, the rest of the dept has left, leaving only one staff behind. I was dead shocked then i struggled not to be too transparent in my expression. After the interview, the agent called again and asked me to make up my mind. She went too far by saying that i was indecisive and i cant make things work. I know how much her commission means to her and how hard she is trying to make businesses. she was so desperate for me to say yes! till she bluntly put across that it is a very good opportunity she wants it too.. and there are other potential candidates that can qualify for the job and if i dont take it now, the job will just end up in some other's hands. bullshited loads of crap. but nutting gets into my head, cos' i believe in myself and i'm responsible for my own career path, she isnt. how crude these ppl can be to unintentionally make you suffer outta doing them a favour by making fast and rash decisions. she is definitely not a sales person you can trust.
i'm glad she dint call to disturb me today... hopefully i wunt have to hear from her again.
Sunday, November 25, 2007
4:58 AM♥
you wunt believe what i have in my shopping bag.
a blazer.
a white shirt.
and four bottles of nail lacquer from ORLY. yes!!! these are the ones i have gotten from the online shopping spree when i was still revising for my jap. exam. pretty shades of purple. and they sit nicely in the box.
sweet.
happy.
cos' something comes after that.
A new bag. you see me beaming?
Friday, November 23, 2007
7:20 AM♥
the HK trip is cancelled and i want to go somewhere else. uncle called and suggested we go during the Chinese new year period, but i can't, i have to cover for China. if only i get the ML role... i can make it.
A part of me wants to stay cos' it's the first job after my graduation, and they are the first friends i get to bond with outta uni life. they are the sweetest ppl who have always been lending a helping hand when i was drowned with loads of work. they are the ones who give a pat on my shoulders whenever i'm down. they are the ones. eventually, one moves out after another, leaving behind only the memories. Are we still good buddies when we separate our ways for the yearning of desired career paths? or the friendship will become a shadow in your life after.
like i say, they are the first ppl i meet.
i know someone who stays, no doubts.
cos' he has me in him where-ever i go... or where-ever he goes.
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
6:35 AM♥
HK trip was cancelled all thanks to Chan Bros. tt was my Christmas trip!!!- i've always been looking forward to. that dream of it shattered into pieces cos' flight was rescheduled. you can't believe it dont u.
i hate you Chan Bros! i want nothing from u again. ERRRKKK!
i love the bee...
cos' he came down town to look for me upon knowing i'm down.
we had dinner and have helluva fun shopping.
shirts and shoes.
to prepare me for something new. i'm all prepared...
Saturday, November 17, 2007
8:09 PM♥
8:45 AM♥
finally i have a pretty short retail therapy. i bought many pairs of earrings at 3 for 5 bucks only! there's this pair i like pretty much, the carrot one. anyways, the bee searched my bag today and caught my splurges. damn.
but forget about it k, i havent been shopping for the entire month. i paid my hp bills yesterday and all the expenses add up to 300 bucks. tonight's movie- the kingdom, my treat. bee offered to pay for the dinner cos' he was late. and... he paid for the popcorns and drinks too. the show was quite nice just dat the violence brought me falling back and forth my seat and constantly grabbing and letting go of his arms whenever i feel the intense, or i heaved a sigh of relief. he, on the other hand, was very calmly seated in his seat and seemed extremely excited for every next move of the characters in it. and when the movie ended, he's made his own shooting guns noises..... this is what girls should have expected from the boyfriends, they like action movies.
back home in a cab. the cab driver is a nice chap, he chatted with me along the way and brought me safe back home.
anyway... i found apair of black colour slippers nicely along the corridor just outside the lift, but have no idea whom that belongs to.
wierd.....
Friday, November 16, 2007
7:48 AM♥
i regretted giving yuki the crushed paper ball.
she desperately aims to catch it and crazily tearing it into bits and pieces.
gonna clear up the mess before mummy wakes up. else i'll be doomed.
6:25 AM♥
I AM SO DOWN!!!
ppl are leaving and new ones are coming. why is it that ppl become so mobile these days? i treasure friendships built up in the workplace but these friends only stayed for a while and then they leave.
think back it is coming two years working in this co. and i'm am pondering if holding on to this job is beneficial to me. or am i just rotting every second away. i can't deny that i love the environment here cos' i need not go dress in office attires...but given the freedom to put on the school tees, denim, flip flops etc.. to work and these are the world most comfy apparrel. i can't imagine wearing heels, pencil skirts, blouses every 5 days in a week. i bet i will fall from my home all the way to where i work, and from where i work, all the way to my home. another thing i enjoy most is having to work with the same age group of ppl. that's the nicest things cos' u indulge in the kind of topics.
the bad thing about this is that i have to travel from north east all the way up to buona vista. I have no blurdy idea why my life is so engaged in the west of the island since 17. Perhaps i should ask daddy to get a flat there for me.
sigh.. i feeling all upset again.
no idea why. i guess this kinda pms-sy mood is infectious.i got it from the bee.
Thursday, November 15, 2007
6:40 AM♥
Exam's over!!! Finally...
and i'm all ready to pick up that pivot table guide i borrowed from library a couple of days ago and start punching on the keyboard and dragging the mouse to make wonders outta raw data.
see i'm such a complete excel failure dat i can't even remember a single thing about pivot table that i learned way back when i was in secondary school. anyway today's pretty great for me apart from having to dwell into work for more than 8 hours, cos' my pic was posted in some japan shinbun. i wasnt inform of the photo taking last week, so i wasnt in the correct outfit and came to the office in jeans and slippers.
Did i mention i had a pretty bad experience dining at Hans outlet at the National library yesterday? The management replied and apologised for poor service quality and I have decided to let the matter rest. BUT i don't think i will ever want to step into the cafe again.
Sunday, November 11, 2007
7:26 AM♥
when... one loses sanity outta boredom.
she plays with this.
sad.. sunday has come to an end.
tomorrow's the paper exam.
i havent dumped anything into the head.
jaded. x S
on a lighter note, the bee will be back.
seeing him on tues.
ooh, he just called and say, he is on his way back with a pac of char kway teow and satay.
the glutton hadnt have enough for dinner.
2:27 AM♥
loy-deprived.
he said he met up with his ex. and my throat feels a sudden cold sour plum.
i'm a tad jealous.
1:05 AM♥
i'm soo soooOOOOOOoo disappointed in myself. i failed the oral exam by repeatedly saying huh? instead of asking "もう一度いってください”.
the neighbour knocked the door and unexpectantly, she was here to complain. my mom has diagonally hung the clothes out to dry and unintentionally blocked her "view". She said it wasnt nice to see our clothes hang out there like there when they look out from their kitchen's window.
it wasnt her fault and tt wasnt mom's fault. neighbours have to come to a certain point where we come to give and take.
her younger son is an ass tell ya. he has been constantly coming to our door front to disturb yuki. there was a couple of times i saw flying slippers came from outside. the latter was throwing them in to hit yuki.
sigh. i dunt know if there's any way we can have a good talk and gain better understanding.
Saturday, November 10, 2007
7:27 PM♥
3 hours to the oral exam and nutting goes into my head. it's like mental block. last night, i was bothered by having to face two examiners speaking a total different language as this gonna be my very first attempt to speak japanese in an exam. gawd. i can't imagine how i will crap my way thru' and get a passing grade.
i am dead hungry now, cos' i havent eaten anything for breako. mum is preparing the luncheon before i head down town. so sick... it's always the judgemental period tt makes me regret for taking up this course. tests and exams tests and exams, how practical to judge your ability. nonetheless, when everything is over, i'll be all relieved and set my goals to go up the next level.
the pig called in the morning sound so awakened from sleep.
he's gg to the wedding party tonight!
5:48 AM♥
this is how
kisses looks like.
so sweet isn't it?
and the bee just called and send me half a dozen of them.
i feel LOVED.
2:48 AM♥
the BEE is out in KL city this weekend. and tt means i have 100% of total freedom for whatever i'd love to do. like clubbing... chilling out with friends and... movie marathon with whoever i like.
this is anyone would expect to have when the other half is not ard. but damn damn, i missed the 100% freedom. not even 50% of it. but i would say i'm having a negative percentage of tt benefit.
WHY?!!!! WHY ON EARTH AM I SO STUCKED AT HOME?!!!
I brought this upon myself. not only tt i can't even push the button on the tv to watch some stupid show, or dvds, i can't spare myself some time for a proper dinner outside with my mom. nor can i even go out to the night safari which I HAVE NEVER EVER BEEN to- stepping both legs on this small lil' city for the whole of my 23 years of my life, with the dad.
the issue here is....
i have this final exam tomorrow, monday and wednesday!
The bee aint any better. this poor chap headed there alone w/o me!!!! this is total crap, i know i wud be a "chore" if i were there. but i think he doesn't mind me going if tt is not gg to charge under his expenses. nah. see, the situation here is... NOT THAT I DONT WANT TO GO. but the cruel fact that I'VE GOT A PAPER on a HAPPY SUNDAY and i CANNOT go for it. sad, else i will be crazy shopping or living in a hotel room with tibits on the bed while he is out, perhaps, with his friends. i dont mind tt.
the saddest thing is... he has no companion on a saturday in the city and has to ta bao dinner back to his cosy hotel room. i'm so mad with myself for having this blurdy exam nw... blar blar blar.
NI HON GO SUCKS! u can read tt?
Friday, November 9, 2007
6:18 AM♥
so ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!
why do u have to shout at me?!! why do you have to sound so PISSED!?!!!
just asked if you done packing. again. for confirmation, cos' dont wan you to miss anything out.
BUT FINE. if this is how u gonna react when i ask.
DONT WANNA TALK TO YOU FOR NOW.
1:18 AM♥
my dream to strike the big sweep shattered into bits and pieces.
BOO!!!
THERE GOES MY OMEGA!!!
THE CARTIER!!!
the places tt house all ang mohs...
the streets tt hollywood stars "roam"
.............. everything on earth that i havent gotten...
these are all what i've MISSED!
BOOOOOOOOOOooo
Thursday, November 8, 2007
7:38 AM♥
my boyfriend says he won't spoil me with an OMEGA. i'm a tad happy. he can spoil me with something else, i dunt need an omega watch... and cartier will be just fine. rolex will be even nicer.
yeah he is so SWEET!
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
4:27 AM♥
time flies. you told me about ur friend's wedding months ago, and now it is just three days ahead tt you gonna go KL this weekends. Just nice, it's my jap. exam period. Hence, I can settle down to have full concentration for my jap. revision. will miss ya too thou'... and maybe a lil' empty without u ard.
relationships can be so vulnerable. he hasnt been talking to her for more than a day without naming a reason why he is cold towards her. and this is freaking her out. she is possessive and he needs more room to breathe, i reckon. there's nutting much i can help, cos' i'm in no position tt to point finger and say it's your fault and you have to do this and tt. all i can do is to suggest and ask her to think about the relationship again apart from just worrying her boyfriend would leave her. personality differences can be an issue if both parties use avoidance to dismiss any arguement.
Accept only when u;re willing to accept. blame no one.
Sunday, November 4, 2007
6:13 AM♥
i realised i have neglected my fav. food quite a bit ever since chuan chuan becomes a trend. Now the chuan chuan era is all over and i'm back to my normal self. sushi freak. the very last time we had sushi was at the sakura internation buffet,the somerset branch. that was damn gross and we can never forget the actual nightmare. the scallops never tasted like scallops and they almost send me to the washroom for a series of throwing-up sessions. I swear i will never ever go again!
anyway, I'm back from school and just finished my dinner downstairs. had a quick shower and come online to chat with u for just a lil' while. and you're off to do your ironing. i complained about the agonising pain right down my spine and the neck and shoulders area...and you said you were worried, ask me to sit the right posture. well, as promised, i will have a thorough check for the spine and my lil' last toe which i sprained more than a month back.
okie, back to my revision. NUDGE me when you're done ok? I know u certainly will.
Saturday, November 3, 2007
8:17 AM♥
i admit i was impulsive to have deleted the previous blog we used to share. i was fuming red when you say i was selfish to post my rantings on a website, on a second thought then, you made posts no more and i think it was all meaningless to keep tt. i was dead mad. and i thought i wouldnt want to post anything about you again.
i was totally wrong. and i apologise for that. I am not gg to make any promises here to say oh, i wunt delete this one again.
cos' IMPULSIVE AND OBSTINATE is me. but i will think twice before making the same mistake again. afterall, having to re-do a blog can be really taxing.
i'm keeping this blog a secret until the day before i leave for my HK trip, dont blame me for tt. I will bring u nice things from there. but I don;t have the biggest luggage in the world... still i thank god for letting u get the huge adidas bag for me. guess that will be large enough for my goody goodies.
are you missing me now???
i set this blog up again... cos i miss you while you're on the way home again in the train. i feel loved with lil' things you do. well, apart from your naggy personality..... you've been the top boyfriend. haha, pardon me, i said you're naggy. cos' you really are! see, i get you a shirt just because i really feel like getting tt for you, but u were strongly against it. and you nagged quite a bit... arrgghh...
anyhow, i love the dessert today. mango with pomelo. and you have this huge tall snow mountain-like one to go with your ying yong. no wonder u feel so bloated. but at least i know you wunt go back and dig out all your junk food.
okie, i am gg to end here and give you a call again before i return to my revision for my jap. exams.
MUACK! love you.
